Seguchi Tohma ([info]perfectgenius) wrote,
@ 2006-07-23 13:21:00
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Current location:Egypt
Current mood: curious
Current music:Missing - Evanescence

Series
Title(s): Fated, Remember, Watching, Worship, Bittersweet, Unforgettable
Author: [info]julia_dreamer
Fandom(s): Gravitation
Length: All under 100 words each.
Note: Series of drabble-ish stuff. It was 1.00 am, so I'd appreciate it if you went easy on me.
Disclaimer: I don’t own it. I don’t really want to think about what would happen if I did.
Feedback: Always appreciated.

1) Fated
Meeting him was like fate, and I don't think I care if he's sullen and angry and ungrateful all the time. I know he's having trouble letting go of the past, but I'm not going to stop loving him, ever. Maybe we're not meant for eachother. Maybe I don't deserve him. Maybe I can't make him happy. But I'm sure as hell gonna try.

2) Remember
I can remember being in love with her, but... I can't seem to figure out when the feeling changed. It wasn't because of anyone else, no matter what she thinks. No, my love for her just... It's different now. Like the love one feels for a good friend, not the love you have for your wife. I don't think it's fair to her, to be stuck with me. I don't love her the way she wants me to. I can't.

3) Watching
He won't notice it I just watch him. He's got enough on his mind, with that woman and the band; he'll never suspect. Why should he? I've never let on about my feelings for him, and he's always made it clear where his interests lie. But it seems like I can't stop the heartache when I see him, knowing I can't tell him the truth. It wouldn't be fair.

4) Worship
He's beautiful. Absolutely fucking beautiful. His eyes, his mouth, his hair, the way he dresses, that smile... He's just perfect. Perfectly unattainable, too. A god to be worshipped, but never touched. Never held or loved or possessed. Yes, I know I can't have him, contrary to popular belief. Oh, I'd do anything to get him, for sure, but... It would never work. He can't be had. He's a god, alright. Absolutely perfect and beautiful and untouchable, on a pedestal of gold.

5) Bittersweet
He thinks I don't see the looks he gives me. He pretends I'm not watching him. God, he's so stupid - for blaming himself, for not letting go, for watching me with those awful, heartbroken eyes. Every glance from him is bittersweet. He knows I don't love him. That I could never really see him in that light. But instead of moving on, he keeps clinging to the past. He obviously doesn't realize that he's dragging me back into it, too.

6) Unforgettable
Everyone has moments in their lives that are completely unforgettable, though they differ from person to person. I'm sure he'll forget that kiss tomorrow, like it was absolutely nothing, but I'll never forget it. I'll always remember the way he smiled and leaned over my desk, the softness of his lips, the way his hands trembled when I pulled him closer. I'll cherish it, keep it, never let it go. Because it will never happen again. I'm sure of it.

[A/N] That's all for now. I might write more of them later. And if you're wondering who's talking, and about who... You tell me. ^_~


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[info]allionnara
2006-07-23 06:30 pm UTC (link)
Very nice, although it's not all-that easy figuring out who's thinking about who...
But here are my guesses:
1) Shuichi to Yuki
2)Tohma to his wife [I can't remember the name]
3)Err... someone [Suguru?] to Hiro
4)Tatsuha to Ryuichi
5)... no clue. Shu to Yuki again?
6)no clue, but just for the heck of it, I'll guess Tohma to Yuki

Please correct me if I'm wrong; I would like to see who you were imagining talking to who.

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[info]julia_dreamer
2006-07-23 06:34 pm UTC (link)
Wow, you got almost all of them! ^^

1) Yes
2) Yes - her name's Mika. ^^;;
3) Yes, it is Suguru. I didn't think anyone'd get that.
4) Of course. A little too obvious, maybe?
5) No, sorry. It's supposed to be Yuki to Tohma. >.>
6) Wrong again, but with just two I'd say you did pretty good. It's supposed to be Sakano to Tohma.

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[info]allionnara
2006-07-23 06:40 pm UTC (link)
I can't believe I didn't get number 5! Now that I re-read it, it seems so obvious T.T
As for six.... Never would've thought of that.
You still did a great job with all of them though.

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[info]julia_dreamer
2006-07-23 06:42 pm UTC (link)
Aww, don't worry.
I'll probably write more, then you can guess them all right. ^^;

Thank you!

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[info]griffinfire
2006-07-23 06:30 pm UTC (link)
Oho, since when does this exist? *pokes journal*

Are they all the same person, or are there multiple narrators?

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[info]julia_dreamer
2006-07-23 06:35 pm UTC (link)
Since... a few days ago. oO;

Multiple. Don't look at the other comments, figure it out yourself!! o________o

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[info]griffinfire
2006-07-23 06:47 pm UTC (link)
Hokai. Didn't look, I promise!

1) Shu-chan about Yuki
2) Tohma about Mika
3) About Hiro. Ummm... Suguru? Only one I can think of.
4) Za? *no idea whatsoever*
5) Yuki about Tohma
6) I know Tohma's involved in this one somehow (desk!), but not sure which one he is or who the second person is. :/

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[info]julia_dreamer
2006-07-23 06:51 pm UTC (link)
Mmkay, I believes you.

1) Yes.
2) Of course. --;
3) Yes, it is Suguru. I try to trick you but I fail. v.v
4) Hon, that's the most obvious one. Tatsuha to Ryuichi of course.
5) ...if you hadn't gotten that one, it would have made us very sad.
6) Sakano to Tohma? Pancake? o.o

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[info]gren_eckener
2006-07-23 06:54 pm UTC (link)
*not going to bother switching journals every two seconds anymore --;*

4) Ohhhhhhh. *doink*
6) o_o Pancake. *nodnod*

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[info]julia_dreamer
2006-07-23 06:56 pm UTC (link)
>.> ...yeah, pretty much. ^^

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[info]semchance
2006-07-23 07:19 pm UTC (link)
You... you wrote about pancake-sama! *falls over from glee* xD

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[info]julia_dreamer
2006-07-23 07:40 pm UTC (link)
...excuse you? oO;

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[info]semchance
2006-07-23 07:41 pm UTC (link)
Isn't the last one about Sakano?

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[info]julia_dreamer
2006-07-23 07:44 pm UTC (link)
*raises eyebrows* About him?

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[info]semchance
2006-07-23 07:46 pm UTC (link)
Being a pancake?

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[info]julia_dreamer
2006-07-23 07:49 pm UTC (link)
...now you're confusing me. --;
You think the last one is written about Sakano?

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[info]semchance
2006-07-23 07:50 pm UTC (link)
*ahem* The last one would be about Sakano's pancake-ing, probably after a Tohma!kiss or something, because he is made of pancake and cannot even help himself.

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[info]julia_dreamer
2006-07-23 07:52 pm UTC (link)
...yes. ^^
Shall I assume you figurec out the rest, too, because they were unbearably obvious?

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[info]semchance
2006-07-23 07:54 pm UTC (link)
Yes. I'm that smart, I'm sure. xP

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[info]julia_dreamer
2006-07-23 07:55 pm UTC (link)
--; Or did you cheat & look at the other comments?

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[info]semchance
2006-07-23 07:56 pm UTC (link)
I would nevar.

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[info]julia_dreamer
2006-07-23 07:57 pm UTC (link)
Really now? --;

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[info]semchance
2006-07-23 07:59 pm UTC (link)
Really now. They all make sense to my brain. Possibly only in our slightly!alterniverse, but still.

We also request that that icon go away and not come back. o.-

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[info]julia_dreamer
2006-07-23 08:02 pm UTC (link)
...well, our slightly!alterniverse is more sense than the show. Or the book. Or the other things whish are terrifying. oO;

We were wondering when you would notice it.

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[info]semchance
2006-07-23 08:03 pm UTC (link)
...do you happen to know how many of the books I own? We have them all at TGE right now for half-price, and I want to steal them, only I can't remember where I left off. >->;;

...YOU MAKE CHIBI!CAIN EMO. -_-

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[info]julia_dreamer
2006-07-23 08:08 pm UTC (link)
Hmm. Don't you have, like, up to six or something? You've only read the ones you own, so can't you go by how much of it you remember? oO;

O_O We're sorry!!!!!!!

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[info]semchance
2006-07-23 08:09 pm UTC (link)
...maybe. I'll poke through them, I guess. I was hoping to avoid that. As Gravi is more... sketch. And such.

BE MORE SORRY. -_-

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[info]julia_dreamer
2006-07-23 08:14 pm UTC (link)
Yeah, it's odd. But... it has a more sane ending in book form. The show just sort of... stops.

we'remoresorry!! *grovels*

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[info]semchance
2006-07-23 08:15 pm UTC (link)
The show... oh, the English in the show... *hides*

...better. -_-

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[info]julia_dreamer
2006-07-23 08:17 pm UTC (link)
....dude, shut up. --;

...do you forgive us a little?

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[info]semchance
2006-07-23 08:18 pm UTC (link)
o__________O;;;;

...a little.

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[info]julia_dreamer
2006-07-23 08:21 pm UTC (link)
Thank you. God. --;

*is sorry* *grovel*

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[info]semchance
2006-07-23 08:22 pm UTC (link)
... *pets*

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